Weighing up...
So, I'm in Brisbane!
Its kind of awesome...kind of weird...
I had a really great time being back in NZ over Christmas and New Years and for the first time since I left for Scotland found myself at the airport wondering why I'm going.
Australia and me have yet to fall in love and in so many ways I'm just here so I can get back to Scotland eventually so maybe its time to cut out the middle man?
- I could easily move back to New Zealand to save up.
- Vic has just changed its Info Management structure and I could easily slot into their Archives Cert in term 2 just in time for their conservation of materials paper (yum!)
- It would be nice to be near my family and hang out with my brother more
- It would be nice to see my friends for more than a few days
- It would be nice to see my friends children
- It would be nice to have support and love around me
- Bonus points: Trees and wild life that doesnt want to eat me...
Also, just found out that my transfer with Woolies is just for part time. So, I have enough money to get me back next week if I wanted but not enough to last me out the month on part time wages and I'm so sick of being unstable that I dont know if I can stand waiting to see if they can give me more hours, while I sleep on my friends floor...
I dunno, a big prideful part of me REALLY wants to make it work here and it would be great if it did. But maye it wont and it'd be nice to have a home again...
Decisions...
Its kind of awesome...kind of weird...
I had a really great time being back in NZ over Christmas and New Years and for the first time since I left for Scotland found myself at the airport wondering why I'm going.
Australia and me have yet to fall in love and in so many ways I'm just here so I can get back to Scotland eventually so maybe its time to cut out the middle man?
- I could easily move back to New Zealand to save up.
- Vic has just changed its Info Management structure and I could easily slot into their Archives Cert in term 2 just in time for their conservation of materials paper (yum!)
- It would be nice to be near my family and hang out with my brother more
- It would be nice to see my friends for more than a few days
- It would be nice to see my friends children
- It would be nice to have support and love around me
- Bonus points: Trees and wild life that doesnt want to eat me...
Also, just found out that my transfer with Woolies is just for part time. So, I have enough money to get me back next week if I wanted but not enough to last me out the month on part time wages and I'm so sick of being unstable that I dont know if I can stand waiting to see if they can give me more hours, while I sleep on my friends floor...
I dunno, a big prideful part of me REALLY wants to make it work here and it would be great if it did. But maye it wont and it'd be nice to have a home again...
Decisions...