BRB, severing my femoral artery in the tub
WTF HAS IT BEEN LIKE A MONTH SINCE I POSTED? CUE THE DEFRIENDING.
I like movies. But I fucking HATE film because they are constantly like "YOU HAVE TO MAKE CONNECTIONS, KNOW EVERYONE, BE FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE, THIS IS AN INTENSELY SOCIAL PROGRAM" I hate the hell out of this. What I get out of that is: make friends with people, not because you actually like the person, but because you want to use them to further your career. There's a constant pressure to just go around MAKING FRIENDS. Which obviously isn't bad, I'm not opposed to striking up a convo with people and possibly finding a cool person to hang around with. But I don't want to be FORCED to talk to people who don't even like me and clearly don't want to be friends with me at all. That's fucking awful. I'm starting to think I'm in the wrong damn field.
I'm also doing possibly the shittiest essay on the face of the planet which has taken up like 10 hours of my life already and it's not even halfway done.
In other news, Glee MAKES MY LIFE.
I like movies. But I fucking HATE film because they are constantly like "YOU HAVE TO MAKE CONNECTIONS, KNOW EVERYONE, BE FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE, THIS IS AN INTENSELY SOCIAL PROGRAM" I hate the hell out of this. What I get out of that is: make friends with people, not because you actually like the person, but because you want to use them to further your career. There's a constant pressure to just go around MAKING FRIENDS. Which obviously isn't bad, I'm not opposed to striking up a convo with people and possibly finding a cool person to hang around with. But I don't want to be FORCED to talk to people who don't even like me and clearly don't want to be friends with me at all. That's fucking awful. I'm starting to think I'm in the wrong damn field.
I'm also doing possibly the shittiest essay on the face of the planet which has taken up like 10 hours of my life already and it's not even halfway done.
In other news, Glee MAKES MY LIFE.