Aug 27, 2005 22:55
I just spent the two most amazing weeks of my life in Washington state. I stayed with Tom's family. I think I have seriously found the man I want to be with the rest of my life. His family is awesome, they love me and treat me like I am one of their own. That was just one of the most wonderful feelings. I was told on several occasions that if things worked out between Tom and I there would be no objections.... Wow. I miss him so much already. I won't see him again until November when I go out to San Diego for the Marine Corps Ball. I have to find a slutty yet classy dress... Hmmm, definatly going to need some help with that.
I'm not attending Central anymore, I am going to Mid Mich now. Next year I will be back at home, but you know what? I'm glad. I will miss people, but I really need to be at home right now and my family needs me. Then after I finish school, I will most likely be moving out to Washington if I can get an internship at a hospital out there... Lots of stuff going through my mind right now. Like, am I ccrazy to really think that he could be it? Or am I wasting my time? He will be going over seas within the next year... I'm worried about that too... I know that I have dated my fair share of guys and I know what I want. I have never in my life thought I was going to marry someone.. Well yeah I thought about it but never said anything out loud about it. But Tom and I talked about it... I don't know, maybe I am crazy, but right now it feels so good and I have never had a guy like him before. I will post some pictures of us when I figure out how to do that on here. Right now I'm going to bed... It has been a very long day. After spending all day in an airport Friday and getting into Minneapolis at like 12:30 and waking up today at 5 AM after getting 3 hours of sleep and babysitting 4 adorable but very active boys all day. I need some sleep. Night all, I'll be back to school tomorrow for MainStage. CArrie I LOVE YOu!!!