Jun 04, 2009 01:15
And as this feeling grows, he brings flesh to my bones.
I'm falling for this boy.
There are a couple issues that have crossed my mind lately:
I'm really glad that Renae and Dani aren't in my life anymore, because I have become such a better person without them. I was going down the wrong path hanging out with them, and it was nowhere near what I ever had planned for myself or my future. Since I stopped hanging out with them, I started going to school, met some of the most incredible people, and have become a good person due to it all. And that is where things fall into place. Good things happen to good people. And I am confident when I say that I am doing everything in my power to be the most ideal friend, sister, daughter, and hopefully, maybe girlfriend =]
Secondly, is a much larger issue. I've been doing a lot of thinking in my free time about this... I've finally found the reason as to why religious sects are petty and irrelevant. See, my views on religion are: believe in God, be a good person, do right by yourself and others, trust in Him to heal your heart, and plot your course. There are so many insignificant detaisl when it comes to religions. Muhammad, Jesus, The Virgin Mary, etc. These are the people who separate us. Why neglect through our differences, when we can so simply rejoice in the one common denominator? God is, mostly, the backbone to any religion. And if you have multiple Gods, chances are, there's gonna be one supreme being in even a polytheistic belief. You see, if God wanted us to be Christian, why would he born us into families that are Jewish or Mormon or Muslim, and vice versa for each religion? Why would he put us into an environment that is so far from what each other thinks is true: that their religion is THEE religion, and all others are wrong? Maybe I'm not making myself clear enough, but it really makes sense in my head. Such perfect sense. From this day forward, I am no longer a Christian. I am a believer of God. And that is all my heart desires.