Feb 13, 2003 15:07
I really don't understand men. Derek called me today. He said how he thought he was wrong about us and that he wants to give it another chance. Ugh. Why do men always try to play with my fucking head? So, I gave in. Because I really like him a lot. We just go together so fucking well! Eh. We'll see how it turns out this time. I just need to learn to keep my distance until I know for sure what is going to happen with this. I need to keep my guard up until I know that he is serious. But then again, that can really fuck shit up if he IS serious, and he thinks I'm just playing games with him.
I just can't win can I?
So, the job hunt is being difficult. I am almost nineteen years old. I can't work for goddamn McDonald's. Maybe I'll apply at some grocery store doing stock or something. I don't know. I guess I could always check out some colleges. It might be a good idea. I really wouldn't mind being a hair stylist. Maybe that's something to look into.
Until next time...
xoxo
-Alexia-