Aug 13, 2003 10:50
Well yesterday was cool. I hung out with my friend Mark at the end of the day. He's pretty neat..I kinda broke the rules twice and got on AIM just to talk to Liz about when we are going to hang out, cause Liz is just that cool. I'm finding myself getting upset with Roxan for her idea of being friends..and well naturaly I'm suspicious of what she says...she's not really that TRUSTWORTHY..but hey..I'm slowly not caring...she never responds to any of the questions I ask her in my e-mails..ever..she just says other things.. that really bothers me...and well Hannah was being super mellowdramatic..and kept saying all this stuff that were threats just so that I would go out with her..or something..it doesn't work like that..not with me...I know girls who would give up alot to have a good relationship with a guy..and Roxan's throwing one away..I'm not one to brag..but from what people tell me I'm a good guy..and..well..Roxan is sacrificing things to get to other things..but when she has them she's happy for only a little then she sacrifices them for something else..just like she did with me..I don't know how she expects to get back togather with me when she acts like this. She hurt me pretty bad. I'm just glad I didn't lose my virginity to her....now that I'm open I'm having troble with this other slut..who won't leave me alone....well not really OTHER but..this slut..Tayler..you wouldn't fucking believe how whorish she is..and the nastiest part is that she JUST turned 14...it's distgusting she want's to have sex with me..I'm like.."No" and she's like "Why not" and then she calls my house all the time..she'll chase me down when she gets a care..that's if I'm not out of the motherfucking house by then...I hope I am..oh god..anyway..today I hang out with Liz..and I also met Evan last night..he lives close by..we should become good friends..I hope so..that'd be cool..I guess AIM did help a little..but no one writes to me..especialy CHANEL WHO DOESN'T WRITE TO ME EVERY DAY LIKE SHE SAID.. my email is... biomechkiller@hotmail.com how hard is that to figure out!? Damn..well anyway I have to take a shower etc.. I'll be writing again.