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[volvokid740]

almost 6am.
another late night again.
this spring break, though fun, has been quite unproductive.
hang out is awesome.
but nothing super exciting has happened.

new music:
bayside
saosin
few and far between
moments in grace
scraps and heart attacks
turning point
right brigade
slapshot
and the new mxpx.

i feel like im slipping.
not on top of things as i once was.
not as nice as i once was.
not as smart.
not as quick.
not as responsible.
not as talkative.
not as good at making conversation.
not as good of memory.
not as ethical.

once again.
fuck school.

once again.
i need a job.
security?
possibility.

birthday coming up this friday.
high stakes has a show that night.

here:

FRI MARCH 19th
HIGH STAKES
BURN THE TYRANT
UNTIL FAREWELL
NOURISH THE FLAME
$free
7PM @ PROVIDENCE UNITED METHODIST CHURCH
Dare Rd, Yorktown

WWW.HIGH-STAKES.NET

why am i letting people down?
thats not like me to do that.

why the fuck am i still up?
i woke up at 4pm today.

might have to miss dead serious/nothing personal/etc.
seems we have a chance to play with death threat and nourish the flame in wilmington, NC.
priorites.
fucking death threat.

i cant play guitar.

i cant make decisions.

skateboarding is sweet.