Senioritis is eating away at my soul
I skipped Buddhism class today- have done nothing except listen to Billie Holiday, drink coffee and apply a facial mask. I know what I need to do and I'm not opposed to doing it- I just don't feeling like doing anything right now. Or, for that matter, going anywhere.
I'm sick of snow. Yes, it's pretty and each flake is unique and there is a tranquility in its gentle descent to earth- but I'm done with it. Spent an hour last night looking up flights and hotels in the Caribbean- as if!- but it was fun. I'm really overdue for a trip- the whole thing, waiting til the last second to pack, cab ride to the airport, navigating through security and gift shops and then the best part, being somewhere completely new.
Oh! Hung out with DANKO Saturday night. What absolute joy to be with someone genuinely interested in people, in love with life and as free from defenses and neuroses as I am encumbered by them. He's a good friend and he makes me smile.
I ought not to doubt myself so much. I ought to decide what I want and what I don't want and ruthlessly pursue the former while ditching the latter. Then again... it's easier to whine into the vast world wide web and watch the snow fall.
I'm sick of snow. Yes, it's pretty and each flake is unique and there is a tranquility in its gentle descent to earth- but I'm done with it. Spent an hour last night looking up flights and hotels in the Caribbean- as if!- but it was fun. I'm really overdue for a trip- the whole thing, waiting til the last second to pack, cab ride to the airport, navigating through security and gift shops and then the best part, being somewhere completely new.
Oh! Hung out with DANKO Saturday night. What absolute joy to be with someone genuinely interested in people, in love with life and as free from defenses and neuroses as I am encumbered by them. He's a good friend and he makes me smile.
I ought not to doubt myself so much. I ought to decide what I want and what I don't want and ruthlessly pursue the former while ditching the latter. Then again... it's easier to whine into the vast world wide web and watch the snow fall.