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so yeah i got back from my cruise a couple hours ago and now im just hanging out at greg's with him, eric and dan.
the cruise was cool, went to belize, cozumel, roatan(honduras) and the grand camans... my parents went too but they didnt care what we did so we just hung out. Just relaxed the whole time; i like the cruise thing because i get sick of being in one place for too long, but i definitely think that it is more of a thing to be with a wife or really really serious girlfriend when you are older, it seems like that would be a lot more fun. I missed Dana throughout the whole trip like crazy but from the moment i stepped on the plane home, it honestly intensified so much. I know i only have one more day but it kills me to not have had any sort of contact with her for this long, and besides just missing having her around it kind of makes me jealous(and this is gonna sound possessive/selfish of me) because i know she is probably having so much fun with everyone else and although i know it's probably not the case i guess i just cant help but thinking in the back of my head that she could be having so much fun that she isnt really thinking about me and stuff, but yeah the whole trip has definitely been a countdown to when im gonna be with her again, and it kind of sucks that it is getting so much worse all of a sudden but at least i only have a day or so. I think its just the idea of how much i love and care for her and now that we have been separated more than ever it just makes me nervous that she's going to find that she can have or that she wants so much more, but at the same time I know that it wont happen because I know she feels just as strongly for me as i do for her and that its more than just a brief thing. Heck even if she came back and told me stuff happened between her and someone else I know that there's no way i wouldnt be able to forgive her. Oh well I know it will all be okay when she comes back, i just cant get her out of my head; its kind of funny because its only been a week but i would give anything to be able to just kiss her and hold her right now. Not only that, but i wish i could have some sort of contact with her. But yeah basically this whole entry says that i miss dana haha, Oh yeah one thing that sucks about the vacation is i got all tan and i was fine this morning but yeah found out that on the plane ride i started peeling so that's stupid. but hopefully everyone had a good vacation.
the cruise was cool, went to belize, cozumel, roatan(honduras) and the grand camans... my parents went too but they didnt care what we did so we just hung out. Just relaxed the whole time; i like the cruise thing because i get sick of being in one place for too long, but i definitely think that it is more of a thing to be with a wife or really really serious girlfriend when you are older, it seems like that would be a lot more fun. I missed Dana throughout the whole trip like crazy but from the moment i stepped on the plane home, it honestly intensified so much. I know i only have one more day but it kills me to not have had any sort of contact with her for this long, and besides just missing having her around it kind of makes me jealous(and this is gonna sound possessive/selfish of me) because i know she is probably having so much fun with everyone else and although i know it's probably not the case i guess i just cant help but thinking in the back of my head that she could be having so much fun that she isnt really thinking about me and stuff, but yeah the whole trip has definitely been a countdown to when im gonna be with her again, and it kind of sucks that it is getting so much worse all of a sudden but at least i only have a day or so. I think its just the idea of how much i love and care for her and now that we have been separated more than ever it just makes me nervous that she's going to find that she can have or that she wants so much more, but at the same time I know that it wont happen because I know she feels just as strongly for me as i do for her and that its more than just a brief thing. Heck even if she came back and told me stuff happened between her and someone else I know that there's no way i wouldnt be able to forgive her. Oh well I know it will all be okay when she comes back, i just cant get her out of my head; its kind of funny because its only been a week but i would give anything to be able to just kiss her and hold her right now. Not only that, but i wish i could have some sort of contact with her. But yeah basically this whole entry says that i miss dana haha, Oh yeah one thing that sucks about the vacation is i got all tan and i was fine this morning but yeah found out that on the plane ride i started peeling so that's stupid. but hopefully everyone had a good vacation.