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[volumeoffailure]

i cant fucking believe this, i just had possibly the longest entry EVER written about everything im thinking and feeling and i was still working on it, and my computer fucking froze for no reason and now i dont even know if i can fricken type that shit up again. hmm ok here goes

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Alllllllright....

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Dude I never read long entries like that, but I figured that it just wasn't an entry about how your day was or how football was shitty or how your mom is pissing you off or how you and Eric(not my eric YOUR eric...haha) and Greg had SO much fun playing video games.

I'm really really sorry that things had to turn out the way they did. I knew that you were extremely happy with Jenny because you never really talked to me negatively. You always had your head up. Please don't let this change you. And when I say that...I mean don't go back to always thinking negatively about things. I agree with Kelly to the fullest, you will learn from this. And when you begin your next relationship with a girl you will know what to do and what not to do. You WILL find her out there. She will come to you when you are least expecting it. I think that's my catch phrase for people who are down about relationships. Because I am living proof of it. I was in a time in my life (doesn't it sound like I'm fuckin 40 or something??) where I was all sad and shit because I didn't have someone to hold onto. And then all of a sudden out of the blue came Eric. (my eric not yours...) And you just KNOW when the other person is the right one. You just know it. And I know that you may have felt that feeling for Jenny, and you never know, this may not be the end for the two of you, it may just be a break. (JENNY! I'm not meaning to speak for you, I'm just trying to offer some words of 'wisdome') But I really do hope this doesn't make the negative JD come back. I mean I liked that side of JD but...ANYONE who is happy is always better. But yeah, anytime you need to talk, you know the digits fucker :)

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[heyjennay]

your words of wisdom hit right on the money, so dont worry i didnt think you were speaking for me or anything, you are completely right 100 percent, he is the greatest guy ever and good things happen to good people

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[seaofpianos]

amen theresa hambogeesa. if i would have read this before you i would have said the exact same thing.

and jd im very sorry about all of this but at least this didnt come as a big shock to you out of the blue. i dont know the whole story since i have yet to talk to you about it since last night (and it is unfortunate i am finding out through this shit) but i truely am sorry. and when you need to vent, you know im online 24-7. haha

but to jdizzle and miss jenny: please feel better becasue everything happens for a reason. keep your heads up kids.

im also glad to see my name mentioned in there with some good words attached to it. HA

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[volumeoffailure]

thank you kelly my friend, and its alright because you and austin will be good parents to me haha. but yeah thanks for listening to me bitch about all of this shit for the past couple weeks, and you know you can talk to me about things even though you never do...but yes thank you

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[volumeoffailure]

well thank you for making me feel priveliged that theresa ciak actually read my long entry haha...but yes I really dont think that im going to revert back to how i was because like i said, it wasnt just this that made me change for the better, this was just a major catalyst....and i already can feel that its not going to be like normal because as i said in my entry, although it obviously makes me sad, i still feel good in a certain way...its hard to explain, but i dont think you need to worry about that happening. But yeah thanks again, regardless of us seeing eachother like once every year i know i can count on you and i hope its the same for me to you