Just a general overall feeling of *blah*. Things are not going my way but they aren't going in the toilet either. I'm very broke and have to be out of my house by the end of the month and have no place else to move to. I have a sinus infection and my asthma is responding poorly to the pollen season. I'm also a bit of an emotional wreck these days. BUT, I do have friends. My children are all healthy and beautiful. I have plans for grand adventures and the house that I hope to move into after a month of homelessness is RAWKIN'. I've finally got a bead on what all my health funkiness was all about and am planning to have surgery the first week of July (too bad it's outpatient though because I don't exactly have a *house* to go home and recuperate in). I've had two bookings canceled for next month but that's actually okay since one was not worth the drive and the other was shady in the first place (and scheduled for two days after my surgery). So yeah, things have been better but then again things have been worse. I'm off now to go sleep instead of pack because I feel like crap in a hat.