Another update
I dont know if any one actualy reads any thing that i wite up on here but it makes me feel good just be be able to write things down even if no one really cares what i write. I have just finished night shift and plann to now stay up as i have an early day tomorrow, if i go to sleep i know that ill sleep in for tomorrow and i really cant do that.
Im in love which is a great thing sophie is my world, of course next to Kai. I miss my little boy so so much and I wish i could see him every day but i dont get that chance.
Im really worried about my job, i cant be doing with all the hassle im getting just now and i know myself that i am not happy any more with the job all i want to do is leave and get a better job one that i will enjoy again like i used to. Lifes a bitch then you die....... there is fuck all you can do except grin and bear it at the end of the day love what you are given and spend your time wisely live love and be happy.....
Ben
Im in love which is a great thing sophie is my world, of course next to Kai. I miss my little boy so so much and I wish i could see him every day but i dont get that chance.
Im really worried about my job, i cant be doing with all the hassle im getting just now and i know myself that i am not happy any more with the job all i want to do is leave and get a better job one that i will enjoy again like i used to. Lifes a bitch then you die....... there is fuck all you can do except grin and bear it at the end of the day love what you are given and spend your time wisely live love and be happy.....
Ben