May 29, 2010 05:02
As the good old say goes fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. Well it should say fool me twice im a dumb ass!! Well Lucy did just that i thought things where going fine but one day she stayed at mine we stayed up, at 5am i feel asleep lying on her and when i woke up at 10:30am and she was gone... There was a massive txt on my O2 phone the one i only used for her. The spare key i had given her was laying on the door step with a note saying "turn on your O2 phone" fuck her tho she has mess me around too much as beautiful as she may be and as much as i would have done for her, i saw her a week or two after and my god it took all my strength not to turn round and ... well lets just say I have never done that to a woman and never would. She said in the txt that she was thinking about another one of her ex's (the one that beat her) and blah blah.
Jamie told me that she would do it again but I thought that she would have more repect for me than that. She said she was sorry and all that other bullshit but i just cant hack it anymore. All I want is a family of my own and to be with someone who loves me for me... Is that too much to ask?
B
On a worse note Paul Gray (bassist of slipknot) died on monday 24/5/10 he will be missed by all us MAGGOTS!!!