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wow...i really am a fuck up arent i?!?!
i was thinking...this year i have lost some of my best friends that i have had forever, just to have some fun. im not saying i regret having some of this fun..but i pretty much closed myself off to the people who didnt want to do what i wanted to do or want to do what i was doing..
MEGAN- holy shit..i dont know what to say..cause sorry doesnt really cut it. i mean come on we've been friends since before kindergarten and gone through a lot of stuff..then 11th grade came..and BAM, i fucking left my greatest and bestest friend! its probably a little late to be saying all this stuff..but i was going trough my text messages today and saw ones from the summer..like about steve and colin and how we were obsessed with them, and the whole "tite" thing, then how you said "this is big dog may i take you're order?" i just wanted to cry because i miss those times, and i miss you're sense of humor. then i saw youre away message tonight..i have no clue if its about me but i would completely understand if it was. Omega i really and sincerely miss you sooo much...im soooo sorry about everything..but like i said its probably a little late for that<333
ERIN- wow...all that i can say is that im sorry! you have been one of my best friends for four years going on five..i dont want to lose that! i know and can tell that we have both changed since this year has started..and have drifted apart and i dont want that to happen anymore..its stupid! and when that fight almost happened..that was rediculous! i cant believe we almost did that..because that really isnt either of us! i mis the summers, and driving around, mooooo, bust...holy shit there are sooo many! im sorry about everything!<333
lets not even get started on guys...lets just say i have put myself in a situation that has hurt me too many times! hes really not worth my time if hes going to do this to me..but its sooo hard to get over him. no but i have to do this for myself and get over him..because hes the one thats bringing me down and making me wait for him..i dont deserve that, i deserve something a lot better!
DANI dani dani..dont get me wrong in any of this stuff that im saying! you have been with me through all this stuff and i thank you soooo much! i dont regret our friendship at all! you have taught me to be a person who is comfortable with themself and to not really care what other people think! i love being around you..i can act stupid and be loud and you will be right there next to me doing the exact same thing! this year has been an emotional roller coster for both of us and i think its great that we have each other to fall back on! since we basically go through the same kinds of thing..i.e. guys! haha thanks for always being there for me!<333
well thats some of the stuff i wanted to say...i could say sooo much more..but i dont have the time right now! i love you all! <3333
i was thinking...this year i have lost some of my best friends that i have had forever, just to have some fun. im not saying i regret having some of this fun..but i pretty much closed myself off to the people who didnt want to do what i wanted to do or want to do what i was doing..
MEGAN- holy shit..i dont know what to say..cause sorry doesnt really cut it. i mean come on we've been friends since before kindergarten and gone through a lot of stuff..then 11th grade came..and BAM, i fucking left my greatest and bestest friend! its probably a little late to be saying all this stuff..but i was going trough my text messages today and saw ones from the summer..like about steve and colin and how we were obsessed with them, and the whole "tite" thing, then how you said "this is big dog may i take you're order?" i just wanted to cry because i miss those times, and i miss you're sense of humor. then i saw youre away message tonight..i have no clue if its about me but i would completely understand if it was. Omega i really and sincerely miss you sooo much...im soooo sorry about everything..but like i said its probably a little late for that<333
ERIN- wow...all that i can say is that im sorry! you have been one of my best friends for four years going on five..i dont want to lose that! i know and can tell that we have both changed since this year has started..and have drifted apart and i dont want that to happen anymore..its stupid! and when that fight almost happened..that was rediculous! i cant believe we almost did that..because that really isnt either of us! i mis the summers, and driving around, mooooo, bust...holy shit there are sooo many! im sorry about everything!<333
lets not even get started on guys...lets just say i have put myself in a situation that has hurt me too many times! hes really not worth my time if hes going to do this to me..but its sooo hard to get over him. no but i have to do this for myself and get over him..because hes the one thats bringing me down and making me wait for him..i dont deserve that, i deserve something a lot better!
DANI dani dani..dont get me wrong in any of this stuff that im saying! you have been with me through all this stuff and i thank you soooo much! i dont regret our friendship at all! you have taught me to be a person who is comfortable with themself and to not really care what other people think! i love being around you..i can act stupid and be loud and you will be right there next to me doing the exact same thing! this year has been an emotional roller coster for both of us and i think its great that we have each other to fall back on! since we basically go through the same kinds of thing..i.e. guys! haha thanks for always being there for me!<333
well thats some of the stuff i wanted to say...i could say sooo much more..but i dont have the time right now! i love you all! <3333