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So, yesterday was my bday. I'm no longer a teenager. I don't like 20. It just signals to me that I'm that much closer to the real world, but I still can't drink to forget that I'm closer to the real world. It should be alright though. It is somewhat fitting though that right around my bday some things will be changing. In the next day I will have a roommate. So hopefully, that will mean I will settle into the life I will ahve for at least a couple years. I also need to get a new job because things aren't working out with mine because of schedules and stuff.
I figured since I just finished the second decade of my life, I should reflect on it a little bit. That decade gave me most of my memories because I don't remember a lot of the first decade. In the last ten years I feel I have grown into a pretty good person. There were definitely a lot of the things that helped shape who I am. My parents divorcing when I was 13 made me decide to be more responsible and self-sufficient, although sometimes I let it cost me some time of acting like a kid. High school and all the people totally changed me. I was a private school nerd up until I went to Granada. I then became a person that people like and want to be around. I haven't had the most success with girls, and have definitely had traumatic incidences with the subject: being accused of sexual harassment and tearing doen my belief that I respect women, and a psycho gf who played with my mind did not help at all. BUt because of it, I have been able to be very close with women and learn a lot from them. I started drinking in this decade, and did a little bit of drugs, and some illegal things, just so that I wouldn't go through life totalyl squeaky clean because that is just no fun to me. I have made lots of good friends, many that I hope I can keep for life. I'm sure there are more things, but I think that gets most of the major stuff, if I forgot anything, let me know.
So, thank u to all of u who called or wrote or whatever to wish me happy bday, im honored that u remember me. If u didnt, its ok, we are all busy, and I know I am horrible with remembering bdays.
Wed night at my place there is a combo my bday/welcome drew to the apartment party. Give me a call for more info. It will be nothing crazy, but hopefully some good times with some good people.
I LOVE U ALL!
I figured since I just finished the second decade of my life, I should reflect on it a little bit. That decade gave me most of my memories because I don't remember a lot of the first decade. In the last ten years I feel I have grown into a pretty good person. There were definitely a lot of the things that helped shape who I am. My parents divorcing when I was 13 made me decide to be more responsible and self-sufficient, although sometimes I let it cost me some time of acting like a kid. High school and all the people totally changed me. I was a private school nerd up until I went to Granada. I then became a person that people like and want to be around. I haven't had the most success with girls, and have definitely had traumatic incidences with the subject: being accused of sexual harassment and tearing doen my belief that I respect women, and a psycho gf who played with my mind did not help at all. BUt because of it, I have been able to be very close with women and learn a lot from them. I started drinking in this decade, and did a little bit of drugs, and some illegal things, just so that I wouldn't go through life totalyl squeaky clean because that is just no fun to me. I have made lots of good friends, many that I hope I can keep for life. I'm sure there are more things, but I think that gets most of the major stuff, if I forgot anything, let me know.
So, thank u to all of u who called or wrote or whatever to wish me happy bday, im honored that u remember me. If u didnt, its ok, we are all busy, and I know I am horrible with remembering bdays.
Wed night at my place there is a combo my bday/welcome drew to the apartment party. Give me a call for more info. It will be nothing crazy, but hopefully some good times with some good people.
I LOVE U ALL!