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Damn it is it just me or does everyone around me is having such a fun lovely lives....fuck all of u thank u very much.
It sucks...my brithday is next month, NOv. 19.
I'll be 20. Not a teenager nor an adult. Such a confusing age.
Nobody appreciates anything. Not saying that I do but sure as hell way more than other people. Ungreatful SOBs....
I'm sick of volleyball soo sick of it. I know bitching about it doesnt' make anything better. I just wonder sometimes how the girls could stand vballl more than me. Good for them.
It makes me sick when I see other people with their boyfriend or girlfriend.... ha yeah i said it, fuck u bitches!
Yet, it's my fault for being picky. Tend to love someone to doesn't love me and the people that loves me (which is a alot if i do say so)...well I don't love them back.
So that's the sum of where my life is right now; Patheic, somewhat depressing, confusing, lethargic, confusing, and did I say confusing? Oh sorry, I"m confused.
Ps. I don't want to be this way.