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ONce again, I'm quoting Polly:
I don't know why i get so upset, when i know its not my fault, and i AM doing my job, telling them what to do, and they don't do it!!! I can't go out there on the court for them and serve receive for them,or get their fucking serves in. I wish i could. But i can't!!!
It just makes you feel like the biggest failure, because as a coach you're always asking yourself, well...what could I've done better...what was the reason we lost...did i give them the wrong instuctions....Is it my fault, that they suck so bad?
And trust me, i get these thoughts a lot. Since we don't win much.
After every single tournament, im just like...that's it. I can't do coaching anymore. I GIVE UP.
Exactly how I feel. Ok maybe not exactly but damn close.
I mean, I take this shit seriously.