Dec 19, 2001 10:15
AUGH!! I might be going back home for Christmas!! i am so stoked!! My step-dad called to find out when my vacation was, but tickets are really hard to find this time of year and such short notice. I hope that I get to go. I would want that more than anything.
I had a talk with my uncle last night and I feel sooo relieved. I still don't have their complete trust because I have been acting like an idiot for the past few weeks, but I told him that I know that I bring all of my troubles on myself and nobody else is to balme, and he said that he was glad that I am finally growing up. I hate not being trusted. It basically feels like shit. More later...