may angels lead you in..
okay, so it's most definitely been long enough. but yeah.. i have no time anymore. at this very moment i'm supposed to be piano-ing my heart out but... eh, oh well.
the entire month of december i'll be busy with concert band auditions/jazz band/chorale/piano (including the prior two and actual lessons/preformance)/making up schoolwork from all of the school i've missed/regular band/getting in shape for the rose parade/you get the idea. and there are so many birthdays its incredible.. along, with you know, the normal stuff. along with shopping. i'm going to go insane, yes?
let's flip to another emotion, shall we?
there's this kid named Aaron Schneider. even though i didn't know him well.. his death still makes me so upset. he died saturday, after being hit by a car. even though everybody already knows the story.... but. he's not one that's supposed to die. went to that wake today. it was amazing how many people showed up to it. he was just an 8th grade kid, 13 years old.. but yet, hundreds of people showed up. and i mean hundreds. it was amazing how many people cared.. and how many peoples' lives that he had touched. i think i saw more people crying today than i had in my lifetime.. and the best part is, people weren't afraid to cry. but i couldn't. dont ask why. but when we walked up to his casket after waiting for an hour.. you just couldn't believe it. here was a kid lying in a casket a year younger than me.. and i just kept thinking that this could've been one of us last year. he was so young... he barely had a chance to live. he was a great kid though.. always smiling.. always laughing... i just wish he could've lived longer.
kay.. i'm.. done... i can't write anymore.
the entire month of december i'll be busy with concert band auditions/jazz band/chorale/piano (including the prior two and actual lessons/preformance)/making up schoolwork from all of the school i've missed/regular band/getting in shape for the rose parade/you get the idea. and there are so many birthdays its incredible.. along, with you know, the normal stuff. along with shopping. i'm going to go insane, yes?
let's flip to another emotion, shall we?
there's this kid named Aaron Schneider. even though i didn't know him well.. his death still makes me so upset. he died saturday, after being hit by a car. even though everybody already knows the story.... but. he's not one that's supposed to die. went to that wake today. it was amazing how many people showed up to it. he was just an 8th grade kid, 13 years old.. but yet, hundreds of people showed up. and i mean hundreds. it was amazing how many people cared.. and how many peoples' lives that he had touched. i think i saw more people crying today than i had in my lifetime.. and the best part is, people weren't afraid to cry. but i couldn't. dont ask why. but when we walked up to his casket after waiting for an hour.. you just couldn't believe it. here was a kid lying in a casket a year younger than me.. and i just kept thinking that this could've been one of us last year. he was so young... he barely had a chance to live. he was a great kid though.. always smiling.. always laughing... i just wish he could've lived longer.
kay.. i'm.. done... i can't write anymore.