*cause leaving didnt hurt me near as badly as the tears i saw running down your face*
this past week was good and bad at the same time.. it was good cause the juniors are freakin sweet and i love them, and we won sweepstakes drive. for a 3rd year in a row!! that was sweet, "the drug deal" was a complete success.. aka our shirts looked sweet. so thats was pretty cool. and my parents were out of town the whole week up until today so that was nice to not have them around yelling, even though they made an effort to makeup for it today when they got home, and they still called like every 10 minutes to be annoying but o well ill get over it. so school is annoying but once agian ill get over that too. its almost over 17 days of school left counting finals.. whoo hoo!! i cant wait til its over.. then its onto senior year!!! wow. just thinking about that is so weird these past 3 years went by so fast and its so exciting, scary, and sad at the same time. but o well i guess i just have to make the best of the next year and a half.(not even) but besides school being stupid. i was having a pretty rough week, just with some friends issues and some other things. but i think they are going to get better. they seem like they might. at least i hope so. if they dont then.. ehhh,.. i dont know what to do.. we'll just have to wait and see... its just so hard because i have so much going on and im so confused about so many things, and i never thought i would be confused about my relationship with you... i just want you to know im always here for you and i hope things never change between us, cause you are amazing in so many different ways, as a friend, as a person, and i know you are always here to listen to be bitch, complain, and just to talk. and i know sometimes we arent always straight forward with eachother but i think well be just fine.
(thats actually directed at 2 people, im sure you know who you are, but im also sure you know you are my friend and as stupid as this sounds as long you want to be, you always will be.:-))
so today we went up to lansing to watch our 14's 15's and 16's try to qualify for JO's . our 14's and 15's both did, and our 16's play again tomorrow just like we do. thats so exciting though for our 14 and 15s. Junior Olympics are so sweet. it was so cool last year when we went. i really really hope we can pull it together tomorrow and qualify. it means so much to so many people. i hope everyone realizes that, and its an experience you dont want to miss. i hope we can do it.. i believe in us , its just sometimes we do the whole "lets not play" today thing. which is real annoying, but i think we might have done that enough this season that im anticipating we dont have much more of that in our systems. or atleast once agian im hoping that.
so i talked to scoozie the other day.. i really miss that girl. we havent hung out in forever. actually its been since last summer. wow.. i realize how much i miss some of my old friends. (espeically scoozie and lizzay) i miss the days we used to hang out, even if it was a really long time ago. those are some of the best memories i have and will never forgets. i mean lizzay who could ever forget the good old study hall days, and playing volleyball together. i mean we had some good times with bette and spoko. haha and i know this was a long time ago, but thank you for telling... you know what im talking about and i honestly dont know where i would be(literally) if you hadn't, so i know i told you this then, but thanks(3 years later too) and scoozie i can never forget the good old days of "playing" (or lack there of) basketball with you, and being a nun with you in the sound of music, and just spending time with you guys.. i could probably sit here and say a million things but im sure you guys know exactly what im talking about.. i miss you guys and anytime just give me a call you know the digits. i love you guys..
i got to hang out with amanda a few times this week. that was cool cause we never see eachother especically during vball season. so it was cool. i heart her too.
i also heart all my other friends, and people , who have been here for me to put up with my shit and listen to me..
thanks
well thats about it. just wish us luck so we qualify tomorrow..
*hard work beats talent when talent doesnt work hard*
(we have the talent and the want, lets do it girls!)
(thats actually directed at 2 people, im sure you know who you are, but im also sure you know you are my friend and as stupid as this sounds as long you want to be, you always will be.:-))
so today we went up to lansing to watch our 14's 15's and 16's try to qualify for JO's . our 14's and 15's both did, and our 16's play again tomorrow just like we do. thats so exciting though for our 14 and 15s. Junior Olympics are so sweet. it was so cool last year when we went. i really really hope we can pull it together tomorrow and qualify. it means so much to so many people. i hope everyone realizes that, and its an experience you dont want to miss. i hope we can do it.. i believe in us , its just sometimes we do the whole "lets not play" today thing. which is real annoying, but i think we might have done that enough this season that im anticipating we dont have much more of that in our systems. or atleast once agian im hoping that.
so i talked to scoozie the other day.. i really miss that girl. we havent hung out in forever. actually its been since last summer. wow.. i realize how much i miss some of my old friends. (espeically scoozie and lizzay) i miss the days we used to hang out, even if it was a really long time ago. those are some of the best memories i have and will never forgets. i mean lizzay who could ever forget the good old study hall days, and playing volleyball together. i mean we had some good times with bette and spoko. haha and i know this was a long time ago, but thank you for telling... you know what im talking about and i honestly dont know where i would be(literally) if you hadn't, so i know i told you this then, but thanks(3 years later too) and scoozie i can never forget the good old days of "playing" (or lack there of) basketball with you, and being a nun with you in the sound of music, and just spending time with you guys.. i could probably sit here and say a million things but im sure you guys know exactly what im talking about.. i miss you guys and anytime just give me a call you know the digits. i love you guys..
i got to hang out with amanda a few times this week. that was cool cause we never see eachother especically during vball season. so it was cool. i heart her too.
i also heart all my other friends, and people , who have been here for me to put up with my shit and listen to me..
thanks
well thats about it. just wish us luck so we qualify tomorrow..
*hard work beats talent when talent doesnt work hard*
(we have the talent and the want, lets do it girls!)