O WOW!!!

Jan 29, 2005 11:57

well last night was very intersting...I am at UMass Dartmouth, for the record...I staid sober... I will admit that I had one or two shots but I remember the whole night and I am very proud of myself. Daley and I had a little problems but worked through them and everything is good now. I am really glad I came out here, it is a weekend away from the Q-Town bullshit! I love everyone there... I think i just needed some time to clear my head and get re-aligned with everything. For all of those people that I have not been treating right lately, I am sorry and I realized it! I love all of you, I just have been having trouble in my house and i need to get away. As every day goes by I realize that when we have difficulties they are just something stupid that one of us blows out of proportion...So from now on I am here for everyone no matter what it is about. If anyone has a problem with me please come talk to me. I am not going to get through this alone. As most of you know, I am trying to cut back and stop my drinking, I am braking my family curse. I am also trying to change a lot more things in my life. On monday morning when we return to school (AHHHHH) I will be a new person and hopefully I will no longer have to hide from anyone because I will have to my mom about my sexual preference...aka..I'M GAY!!

Well this started to be about last night and then I made it all emo...I love you all and I wish all those going to all-states good luck today. No matter what, James and Pat, you two are great singers and it doesn't matter what the fuck'n judges say! Have fun and Good luck!

Later Days

~*StEpHeN*~
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