You know how I feel about that
So I find myself here, at my computer desk , with so many other things I should be doing. It's nearly 1:30, I'm unshowered in jogging shorts and a beater and completely content. There's something very wrong about that.
It's that time of year again, school is back in full swing, homework and papers flying everywhere, and I finally started college. That's right, I'm a colleg freshman now.But you already knew that.
I decided to study with all the general education requirements for now, I still want to major in Communication-Rhetoric and get my Masters degree in Speech Pathology, but I have to take all the lousy required things first. So the wisest thing was to study those at the cheapest I can get them, YSU! So far, it's great. I swear I will burn down the parking deck off of Meshel. (The big one) but that's really my only complaint.
I feel for the narcaleptic boy in my geography class.It's practically a draw of straws for the person who has to wake him each day, and it usually ends in cussing.as bad as it is,its entertainment, day after day. Sheena managed to get the class RIGHT AFTER mine, same room and all, which i was supposed to be in, but I had to switch my classes to get into my economics class. I love my eco class. my prof is freakin awesome.
Anyhow, I finally had to leave brad, and I really don't wanna to go into detail. Holly was there when I really really needed her and I am only reminded of how blessed I am to have her as my friend. Tuesday night was pure absolute misery, and wednesday was pretty much right up there with it. But it slowly gets better. The weekend I didnt c him was the hardest thing, and knowing that I don't know all these people that are his new friends, and of course I trust Brad, he would never do anything to change that, but it is hard not knowing the other girls around. And the ones I hear in the background, but I can't do anything about it, So all I can do is trust him.
It's never gonna be easy, being away from someone you care about, but he came home this weekend for the fair, and I can honestly say, I was the happiest girl at the entire fair. Having Brad by my side, everything was perfection for that small weekend. So back to the basics of life, "LIVE FOR THE WEEKEND"!
Pretty much all I can do for sanity is wait to hear his voice each day, and pray as hard as I can all the time. I thank God everyday for him. And I look at our relationship as a gift, but it's something that needs taken care of or it can be taken away. Just the small text messages saying "have a great day, and i miss u," are the greatest things in the world to me now. I live for them. Even the 20 questions wink wink.DONT WORRY!
We went to the YSU game, first of the season, and it was grand. after the 3rd quarter it was boring, a given we won. 51/21. but the game was fun..owed to the fact that the guy behind us retorted back to the slippery rock cheerleaders:
CHEERLEADERS: "rock down the field"
kid behind us: "Ill rock your mom"
cheerleaders: "rock rock rock"
kid behind us: ROCK UR MOM ALL NITE LONG"
as you can tell, it was splendid.
So. I'm pretty sure I just sneezed and my tonsils came out. is that possible? my sinuses are making me so sick! but i feel slightly better today. ACHOOOO!
I better venture into the world today,. I have a test in a few hours.
So until next time...good riddance. :)
PS! CARTEL AT DUQUESNE THE 23RD!!!!!!! COMO ESTA EL YAY. Y HOSH GROBAN NOVIEMBRE SIETE! COMO EST EL YAY!
It's that time of year again, school is back in full swing, homework and papers flying everywhere, and I finally started college. That's right, I'm a colleg freshman now.But you already knew that.
I decided to study with all the general education requirements for now, I still want to major in Communication-Rhetoric and get my Masters degree in Speech Pathology, but I have to take all the lousy required things first. So the wisest thing was to study those at the cheapest I can get them, YSU! So far, it's great. I swear I will burn down the parking deck off of Meshel. (The big one) but that's really my only complaint.
I feel for the narcaleptic boy in my geography class.It's practically a draw of straws for the person who has to wake him each day, and it usually ends in cussing.as bad as it is,its entertainment, day after day. Sheena managed to get the class RIGHT AFTER mine, same room and all, which i was supposed to be in, but I had to switch my classes to get into my economics class. I love my eco class. my prof is freakin awesome.
Anyhow, I finally had to leave brad, and I really don't wanna to go into detail. Holly was there when I really really needed her and I am only reminded of how blessed I am to have her as my friend. Tuesday night was pure absolute misery, and wednesday was pretty much right up there with it. But it slowly gets better. The weekend I didnt c him was the hardest thing, and knowing that I don't know all these people that are his new friends, and of course I trust Brad, he would never do anything to change that, but it is hard not knowing the other girls around. And the ones I hear in the background, but I can't do anything about it, So all I can do is trust him.
It's never gonna be easy, being away from someone you care about, but he came home this weekend for the fair, and I can honestly say, I was the happiest girl at the entire fair. Having Brad by my side, everything was perfection for that small weekend. So back to the basics of life, "LIVE FOR THE WEEKEND"!
Pretty much all I can do for sanity is wait to hear his voice each day, and pray as hard as I can all the time. I thank God everyday for him. And I look at our relationship as a gift, but it's something that needs taken care of or it can be taken away. Just the small text messages saying "have a great day, and i miss u," are the greatest things in the world to me now. I live for them. Even the 20 questions wink wink.DONT WORRY!
We went to the YSU game, first of the season, and it was grand. after the 3rd quarter it was boring, a given we won. 51/21. but the game was fun..owed to the fact that the guy behind us retorted back to the slippery rock cheerleaders:
CHEERLEADERS: "rock down the field"
kid behind us: "Ill rock your mom"
cheerleaders: "rock rock rock"
kid behind us: ROCK UR MOM ALL NITE LONG"
as you can tell, it was splendid.
So. I'm pretty sure I just sneezed and my tonsils came out. is that possible? my sinuses are making me so sick! but i feel slightly better today. ACHOOOO!
I better venture into the world today,. I have a test in a few hours.
So until next time...good riddance. :)
PS! CARTEL AT DUQUESNE THE 23RD!!!!!!! COMO ESTA EL YAY. Y HOSH GROBAN NOVIEMBRE SIETE! COMO EST EL YAY!