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its hard to realize how much you miss home until your gone. today has been a day filled with all different kinds of feelings. i am glad i came, i am glad that i am finally in college but at the same time i can't help but miss it. i miss the people, the places, this summer. the summer has come and gone, but it feels like it hasnt even started. there is so much more that i should have done, and that was on the summer to-do list. this was one of my favorite summers but i can't help but feel like it should still be summer. i loved the non-exsistant curfew, the random taco bell hits, the bonfires, the ride around the 'bucks" parking lot, the s'mores and the broken hammocks. i loved meeting new people and getting to know old ones. this was the summer that rocked.
sitting here in my dorm room and using my laptop i can't fathom that soon enough i will be writing college papers from this very spot. sitting in this room with someone who is virtually stranger as she types away on her laptop and i on my own, i can't help but think of everyone back home. everyone who still has a week together. seven days of summer. seven days to be together. i want to be here just not so soon. there were people i wanted to see more of, and people i just wanted to see. people who made this summer completely worthwhile. i thank those people. the roommate went to bed. i guess i should too. i don't want the college life to start yet. i am not ready for it. it's not what i envisioned. its not bad, just not expected. i expected to meet all this people right away. meet my neighbors become instant friends, but that has not happened. they are no where to be seen. maybe over time i will meet them become friends, but right now its definately not what it was cracked up to be. i look at my buddy list every two seconds to see if that hint of home is online, but they barely ever are. things will get better its just the begining.
goodnight.
sitting here in my dorm room and using my laptop i can't fathom that soon enough i will be writing college papers from this very spot. sitting in this room with someone who is virtually stranger as she types away on her laptop and i on my own, i can't help but think of everyone back home. everyone who still has a week together. seven days of summer. seven days to be together. i want to be here just not so soon. there were people i wanted to see more of, and people i just wanted to see. people who made this summer completely worthwhile. i thank those people. the roommate went to bed. i guess i should too. i don't want the college life to start yet. i am not ready for it. it's not what i envisioned. its not bad, just not expected. i expected to meet all this people right away. meet my neighbors become instant friends, but that has not happened. they are no where to be seen. maybe over time i will meet them become friends, but right now its definately not what it was cracked up to be. i look at my buddy list every two seconds to see if that hint of home is online, but they barely ever are. things will get better its just the begining.
goodnight.