falling
O my god guys. Why did some of you have to be so against me. Am I really that bad of a guy i just wanted the best, i wanted to be happy finally. BUt nope can't happen, i was so close or so i thought, I think the world is against me i don't know why. But in the good i have decided to use what talents i have in my music and with younger people i have started to play guitar for my church up here and help with youth. For all that were against me and hill well you won. Everyone was right she changed and i wasn't part of it. What hurts the most is does everything i warned i don't know just to kill me or not but it has. Already hangin with this guy not even an hour after we were broken up. I tried to get her back but she doesn't love me at all it was all a lie. I was just there to get her thru what she needed to be and i'm am thankful for a lil bit of her love i had to share. God in his only little i guess jokeful way just gave me a lil bit of love i wanted and just like football and university of tennessee it was gone b4 i knew what hit me. But like most of you say good for her well i guess so. But i'm dead inside she says forget about her and be me but that was me caring for her some of you knew me and knew she was all i was about, but its like she just took all i had and thru it on the ground and busted. And the bad thing is she was the one that put me together b4 now what am i supposed to do. i have no idea. IDea who i really am what i really know, what i really did, y most thought i was such a horrible person. Or why i'm living. BYE