ETA: SPOILERISH FOR MERLIN i'm too dead inside to put it under a cut
I'm sorry I bullied you all into watching Merlin 5 years ago I didn't know this was going to happen it was meant to be all about happy unicorns and the OT4 and the knights being silly and unhelpful dragons and Arthur and Merlin being so in love but NOT LIKE THIS when one of them is dying and the other is losing literally the one thing that gave his life meaning and they where THISCLOSE all the episode and even the non shippers thought they were going to kiss EVEN THE PEOPLE WHO DON'T WATCH THE SHOW but then Gwaine and Morgana and no, no and "just hold me" and the truck and I'm so heartbroken and what am I going to do with my life now I'm sorry I'm just so sad