It's you who fills the emptiness in me.
Me: Kamusta naman ang pagiging 18?
Lester: Ayun. Malungkot.
I really don't know if this is true. Just a few days ago, I thought I'd be having the saddest birthday in the whole of my 18-year stay in this world. But I'd never expect this day to be... good.
The EEE 33 5th Long Exam was okay. As usual, si Sir Aclan na naman ang nagbigay ng mahirap na tanong. Out of the three questions, 'yung kanya lang 'yung hindi ko nasagutan nang matino. And I actually forgot how to compute for the bandwidth of a given frequency-selective circuit. At the very least, mababawi ko naman 'yun with Sir Mike's easier question. I really think that my calculator was a worthy investment, because it saved me a lot of time and effort in computing for the inverse matrix of the Z-parameters. :)
After the exam, MP mode naman. Haaay. Heto, more than a hundred percent sure na hindi namin (ko) matatapos. Which brings me to think of horrible thoughts, most especially of me saying goodbye to my scholarship (which is more likely to happen this semester, to tell you the truth). Despite that horrific thought, I spent an afternoon filled with laughter and quality time with my groupmates (Dyna, Gilbert and Christian) and with Ted's group (Ted, Archer, Patrick and Jem).
Speaking of scholarship, kinausap ko na parents ko about my scholarship. Hindi naman ako bagsakan (although I haven't passed a EEE 13 long exam, and lahat ng MP namin ay hindi tapos). It's just that with how my grades are going, medyo alanganin kong ma-meet yung 2.0 GWA. Then again, hindi pa huli ang lahat. May Finals pa. EEE 13 is the only problem I've got. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. :(
Ultimately, masaya naman ako today. Andaming bumati sa akin kanina, throughout the day -- Circuit people, Pisay batchmates and EEE friends. Dami rin nagtext. Kinailangan ko pang mag-unlimited para lang makapag-Thank You ako sa kanila. Thank you sa inyong lahat! You made my day.
Masaya rin ako kasi over na ako sa isang magulong lovelife na napagdaanan ko just recently. Nothing really happened between the two of us (except landian, maybe), and I really shouldn't feel at a loss here. And more than that, may nakakapagpangiti naman na ulit sa akin. So all is okay now. :)
Ikaw talaga. Na-LSS na ako sa kantang ito. :)