Do I feel it too?
I went to SM North/ The Block today to meet up with Circuit Academics Committee Head (and fellow Pisay alumnus) Kuya Randy, Gelo my fellow Acad Com member, and Ate Lea (well, she was invited as well hehe). Thanks to Kuya Randy's financial assistance (a.k.a. libre), we were able to watch Oceans Thirteen. We almost watched "Meet the Robinsons" or "Silip", but we settled on a much more mature, intellectual movie that's worth spending on.
Just like its prequels, Oceans Thirteen is dialogue-heavy. Despite the booming sounds of the cinemas, I'm not really good at picking up fast, mumbling-ish conversational English. Still, the succeeding scenes helped me understand the movie's main plot. And as usual, Danny Ocean and his team were amazing. I recommend watching it, if you want to watch something "intellectual".
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I rode an FX on the way to SM this afternoon. And surprisingly, the driver was tuning in to one of the nicer stations in the airwaves (no jologs stations, please). And what else can you expect on a Saturday afternoon but sappy dedications and sappy love songs? With the traffic starting to build up on North Avenue, I found myself singing along to Alamid's "Your Love".
I miss my emo self. High school-ish as it may look like, I miss having to actually "emote" to every love song I hear on the radio. I'd find myself entering into this trance, then with the lyrics of the song, I make up this scene in my mind, with me and a girl (well, you know who this girl is lol). Depending on the song's story, I'd see myself with her -- either saying goodbye or holding her in my arms.
How mushy. But I miss my mushy self. Recently, I did some soul-searching (do this too, it's enlightening), and I felt like I have matured more, way past my looks. Maybe it's because I don't have someone special right now, that I don't get to be burdened by my feelings. Yeah, it feels so light and comfortable, I can set my priorities straight now and I can do what I want without no emotional attachment. But I sometimes long for that feeling -- that I'm strongly attached to someone, to the point that I can't lose her in my head, and I'm all confused. Er, but I don't want a love life for now.
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I'm not in the mood to make a coherent post now. My thoughts are so cluttered up now. Or I'm just sleepy.
You miss me -- sometimes.
Do I feel it too?