Hold me like you'll never let me go...
Still not in the mood to study for Math17 Long Test. Oh well, insomuchas Math17 yun, na dapat seryosohin, medyo wala pa ko sa sarili para mag-aral. Kaya LJ muna.
Kakatapos ko lang mag-update ng music files ko -- nagdownload ako ng mga luma at recently released songs. At dahil medyo may hangover pa ako sa mga songs nung Fresh to Play concert, nagdownload din ako ng ilang songs from the bands na tumugtog. Please, hindi ko dinownload songs ni Tuesday Vargas :P
It's official.
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you ...
Oo, sumasakit na ang ulo at puso ko dito, pakshit naman. Hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin ko. Natatandaan ko pa tuloy yung sinabi ng Philo1 prof ko, na katugma din dun sa sinabi sakin ni Sir Anton dati -- When you love someone, you want what's best for that person. Hindi raw mahalaga yung kung anong nakukuha mo out of the relationship, because Love is not about what you will get, but it is about what you can give. Mahirap magmahal at maging makasarili.
Mahirap magmahal at maging makasarili. Kaya maraming nagsasabi na hindi maganda ang mainlove pag nag-aaral ka pa. Not unless you never even care about your future. I think mahirap kung pagsasabayin mo. At some point, iba parin yung kalalabasan kung nagfofocus ka sa pag-aaral or nagfofocus ka sa relationship niyo compared sa pinagsasabay mo.
But when you come to the point when you say to yourself Mag-aaral nalang ako., bakit naman biglang papasok sa utak mo na Paano na siya? Paano na yung feelings mo sakanya? Hanggang pangarap nalang ba yan? ?
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby...
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby...
And I don't wanna miss a thing...
I guess, it's all about priorities. And as they say, with growing up comes a LOT of responsiblities and decision-making. At some point in your life, you need to arrange all your thoughts and arrive at the one thing that you should focus more on.
Kung ako ang tatanungin, kung ano ba dapat ang gawin ko? I think I'll leave it open-ended. Honestly, I'm not grown-up enough to answer that.
And that's what's killing me -- the fact that don't know what to do.
Hahaha. Saturday pala ngayon. Baka magpost ako more than once. Lalo na 'pag nasa mga moments ako na walang magawa at nakatitig lang sa computer screen.
Sige. Pag nagkaroon pa ako ng mga realization sa mundo, baka magpost nga ako ulit.
Out.
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Public ko 'tong post na 'to. What's the use of making it locked?