Ugh, College.

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I leave for the airport in two hours and I cannot think of something I want to do less. Not that I dont have a fine time in ucla, its not bad, its okay. But its not here, its not with you guys. I was looking forward to winter break for so long, and I had so many high expectations for it. I imagined adventure after adventure and I dont know if I really pulled that off. I was sick for the first five days, then there was christmas, then I dunno, time sort of flew by and I never felt like I was seeing enough of everyone or I was worried I wouldn't get to do this or that while I was home. Becky, I'm sorry we never got to have lunch together, I feel like a bitch and I want to talk to you real bad so I promise I'll call when I get to LA. Bryana, I just found your phone message and I guess I'm now not going to get a chance to see you and gift exchange before we leave...but I love you my darling. Natalie and Lyzy, thanks for waiting for me and taking me to Santa Cruz, it was a wild ride...Sophie, I feel like there is a curse upon us and I never see you when I think I will. Its been months, I swear. Rachael, I don't know what happened there, but I think as far as hang out time goes, we failed miserably. I need to mail you your christmas present, and that is depressing. Now I'm listening to "New Year" by Death Cab and that's not helping my mood. Fuck this emo shit,

"I just want to exist"
-Natalie Pellolio

"Word"
-Elizabeth Lusterman