I think I've snapped a nerve
OK...those of you who know me really well know that I get tweaked out for no good reason, right? Well, I wrote a really shitty paper for history of opera..ok, whatever, a bad grade I can deal with. After I turn the fucking thing in, I start wondering whether or not I varied my words well enough from my main source...was that sentance structure too similar? Did I just copy the idea of the article? Oh God...what if I (lightning strikes) plagerized??!! Now I'm mulling over it obsessively, wondering whether that's how the paper will be viewed and I'll be kicked out of my dream school forever and die poor, cold and lonely! I hope this is all a reflection of a greater stress because I can't afford to go crazy right now...I've got too many other things to deal with. I wanna cry and I don't even know why.