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I don't try to be anti social. Sure, I may enjoy my time alone more than the next person...but all in all I consider myself to be quite dependant on social interaction. So why do I find myself feeling so isolated lately? I swear I'm not reaching out to people any less than I normally am. Perhaps I'm feeling particualrly anxious due to the fact that this is the [insert dramatic music] SUMMER BEFORE COLLEGE. And I don't want to look back on the SUMMER BEFORE COLLEGE and think to myself "God dammit, why didn't I hang out properly with [insert friend here]? Now [insert friend here] and I won't stay in good enough contact!" But of course, the sad truth is that no matter how much time I dedicate to one friend or another, we'll find ourselves drifting no matter what, and no amount of summer fun will change that. Ew, I probably just depressed the fuck out of all of you. Forgive me.