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I want a boyfriend.... how long am I supposed to wait for? I mean are there other guys out there like me...waiting? I want somone that I can wait for to call me at night, to hold my hand passing period, to kiss me good-bye, write lil notes to during class, and most of all like me for who I am and except me for the things I do. I'am just lonely I guess. I mean I see all these couples at school that are soo cute and stuff like Jessica and Chris, Jon and Karina, Kristina and Ryan, Alex and Savanna, Cassie and Shane, Mandy and Mark, Pap and Mike, Shannon and Travis, Leslie and Craig, and then theres me. I guess I try to hard. Or maybe I need to work out or something. I just dont think Iam good enough for anybody. I mean honestly, am I the only one here that is thinking like this? Do I have to travel alone my whole life? I mean fuck! Its starting to piss me off. I have this friend who says "live single as long as u can b-cuz your not missing out on much." But I really think I'am. But maybe they are right... "learn to do things on your own now like go to the movie on your own or shoping with now one else." Maybe I am just being dumb bout this whole thing. I am not doing this for sympathy or any of that bcuz I dont like sympathy for anyone or anything.Thats kinda mean sorry :/ well I guess Iam gonna go now. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~