Oct 09, 2004 17:17
So life is been busy with work and everything and took of this weekend of what I thought was going to be a good good time but ends up beening some sort of a drag.. I have 2 concerts for the weekend well had 2 now only one Dave Matthews Band was last night and I have to see the band put on one hell of a good show. Played soo many good songs but the only problem is that I didnt go with the person I wanted to take and now I regret the choice I made cause now things arent going to be the same bewteen the person and I. I guess my relationship with the girl that means more in this world to me then anything is over me and wants us to move on. Hard to ever just give up on something you have spent so much hard work and devotion towards. Just turn your head and never look back or try again doesnt seem like the right thing to do. But then again I could just move on and make things easier for the both of us. Life is full of to many choices and sometimes the right one could always be the wrong one at the same time. So I guess im going to the O rock Mystery show bymyself now since the one I have doesnt want to see me anymore. To tell you the truth right now I dont even know if i want to go. Well I guess thats whats been getting to me right now. Also if you havent heard already I got in a car accident and have A 1,400 in damages to pay of. Things should get better soon. :)