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I'm tired
sometimes, i just want to fall asleep and never wake up, atleast until god decides to stop putting me through some sort of hell. Some days are better than others. its wierd, like one day, I'll be like the coolest person you know, right. then the next or maybe even a couple hours later, Im like alright fuck this, fuck it all, and fuck you. but then, it never fails, im like damn, why did i do and say all that harsh shit, i didnt even mean it. but okay sup cause at the time I did. like if im gonna go do somthin and i get soo excited so i go and jump in the shower, do my hair, makeup, all that good stuff. then ill get my lil 'attitude' n be like ugh, lets just do somthin tomorrow or somthin.im such a fucktard. I'm sure ill fuck this up though, because thats just me, its what i do. Ahh what else can i tell you about? oh I got into a huge fight with Josh M. yeah he pretty much told me to go to hell, and i pretty much accepted that. seriously, i have tried to make everything good with me and him, for years now. to much damage in the past, i guess. even though tonight i realized, somethings just dont need to be fixed.there is a reason that we dont get along anymore, its just not meant to be. nahmsayin' let it go let it go, it aint even worth it. AHH moving on..
sometimes, i just want to fall asleep and never wake up, atleast until god decides to stop putting me through some sort of hell. Some days are better than others. its wierd, like one day, I'll be like the coolest person you know, right. then the next or maybe even a couple hours later, Im like alright fuck this, fuck it all, and fuck you. but then, it never fails, im like damn, why did i do and say all that harsh shit, i didnt even mean it. but okay sup cause at the time I did. like if im gonna go do somthin and i get soo excited so i go and jump in the shower, do my hair, makeup, all that good stuff. then ill get my lil 'attitude' n be like ugh, lets just do somthin tomorrow or somthin.im such a fucktard. I'm sure ill fuck this up though, because thats just me, its what i do. Ahh what else can i tell you about? oh I got into a huge fight with Josh M. yeah he pretty much told me to go to hell, and i pretty much accepted that. seriously, i have tried to make everything good with me and him, for years now. to much damage in the past, i guess. even though tonight i realized, somethings just dont need to be fixed.there is a reason that we dont get along anymore, its just not meant to be. nahmsayin' let it go let it go, it aint even worth it. AHH moving on..