did i forget about this thing?
since i know you all just love my entries so much, i decided to spend my time updating. hold your applause, please.
new job: shaws. good, bad, you know. pros: earn money, able to spend it on whatever, meet new people, etc. cons: no time to spend my money, no time to do anything. does it even out? who knows.
it's been so long since i updated that i forgot how i even go about doing this. i guess this is my thought provoking section, hah. working has shown me a couple things... people aren't as bad as they're rated, and another thing that i'll talk about after. there's this girl that is a manager or something, whatever she is is a position above mine. the first two days i thought she was the biggest bitch ever, and i couldn't stand her. i knew ahead of time that i was going to come across people i didn't like, but it didn't set in until i met this girl. but then i got to know her better and i totally can't even see why i was so mad at her. i mean, i had reasons, but i just didn't get the big picture of her at the time. so i'm thinking i need to give people more chances from now on.. i think i could make a few friends doing that, which never hurts.
i was also thinking about the whole thing where when you ask someone how they are as either a conversation starter, or mainly just to be polite. its kind of weird, because the only really acceptable answer is good thanks, how are you (more or less). if someone is completely honest and they say 'actually, my day has completely sucked so far', then idk about everyone else, but i kind of think of them as a pessimist. or a bitch, especially if they say 'okay' or 'not so good', because how nice can you say it if you aren't too good? but then if we say what's expected, then we're basically lying and just having an extremely fake conversation, and who wants that. so i'm contemplating what i really want to say back to customers at work. a friendly 'not so good' would be good, right?? hmm
another thing, totally unrelated to both of those topics, is the boys. sigh. i was talking to my girls about this.. why can't we just date?? i don't get it. it's either just friends/group stuff, or boyfriend/girlfriend. i guess the assumption is that people our age either don't do that or it's not how things work at this time, or whatever, but it's kind of aggravating. so, ask me on a date. i'd like that.
i guess that's all for now. enough, right? yepp.
<3 the usual me.
new job: shaws. good, bad, you know. pros: earn money, able to spend it on whatever, meet new people, etc. cons: no time to spend my money, no time to do anything. does it even out? who knows.
it's been so long since i updated that i forgot how i even go about doing this. i guess this is my thought provoking section, hah. working has shown me a couple things... people aren't as bad as they're rated, and another thing that i'll talk about after. there's this girl that is a manager or something, whatever she is is a position above mine. the first two days i thought she was the biggest bitch ever, and i couldn't stand her. i knew ahead of time that i was going to come across people i didn't like, but it didn't set in until i met this girl. but then i got to know her better and i totally can't even see why i was so mad at her. i mean, i had reasons, but i just didn't get the big picture of her at the time. so i'm thinking i need to give people more chances from now on.. i think i could make a few friends doing that, which never hurts.
i was also thinking about the whole thing where when you ask someone how they are as either a conversation starter, or mainly just to be polite. its kind of weird, because the only really acceptable answer is good thanks, how are you (more or less). if someone is completely honest and they say 'actually, my day has completely sucked so far', then idk about everyone else, but i kind of think of them as a pessimist. or a bitch, especially if they say 'okay' or 'not so good', because how nice can you say it if you aren't too good? but then if we say what's expected, then we're basically lying and just having an extremely fake conversation, and who wants that. so i'm contemplating what i really want to say back to customers at work. a friendly 'not so good' would be good, right?? hmm
another thing, totally unrelated to both of those topics, is the boys. sigh. i was talking to my girls about this.. why can't we just date?? i don't get it. it's either just friends/group stuff, or boyfriend/girlfriend. i guess the assumption is that people our age either don't do that or it's not how things work at this time, or whatever, but it's kind of aggravating. so, ask me on a date. i'd like that.
i guess that's all for now. enough, right? yepp.
<3 the usual me.