today was good??????
wow today was all over the place..
i was about to leave to hang at shannon n's house before going to julie imlach's, and my mom started flipping out because she thought that john was going to go over there when shannon's mom wasn't home.. which wasn't the case at all. he was going to pick us up at five, and then we would go to julie's from there. if we wanted to hang out at shannon's, we wouldn't be going to julie's house in the first place. there was some more involved in this argument including more reasons for not letting me go, tears streaming down my face, and a lot of yelling.
i realized something during that fight today. whenever there's an argument that involves yelling, i'm usually the root of it :o/
so after all that yelling, i went and asked my dad if i could still go to Basil's since i wasn't going over shannon's. he said yeah, and my mom got pissed that he was going to take me there after that flare of my 'attitude'. but he did, and i really wasn't in the mood to be there at all. since i had been crying, i couldn't stop, so on the car ride down there i was trying to control myself, and it was hard, so then i felt like i was going to burst into tears throughout leadership. but the fight with my mom wasn't the only reason, i just don't feel like talking about the other 2.
so i went to julie's, and i don't know.. i mean, it kind of feels like i don't fit in anymore. mreeehhh i don't wanna talk about it.
then we left to 'bring travis home', and we went to wal mart cuz you know, that's where all the cool kids hang out. i bought the new atticus cd, pretty sweet, and then we went to my house, and here i am!! so my evening was pretty fun. i think. which is wierd, because i don't even know whether or not i had a good time.
oh, there's this haunted house near jenn's house... it's so cool.. i guess a family of five died there in a fire.. so the four of us [john travis shannon & me] are gonna go there this summer and check it out. NICE!
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i was about to leave to hang at shannon n's house before going to julie imlach's, and my mom started flipping out because she thought that john was going to go over there when shannon's mom wasn't home.. which wasn't the case at all. he was going to pick us up at five, and then we would go to julie's from there. if we wanted to hang out at shannon's, we wouldn't be going to julie's house in the first place. there was some more involved in this argument including more reasons for not letting me go, tears streaming down my face, and a lot of yelling.
i realized something during that fight today. whenever there's an argument that involves yelling, i'm usually the root of it :o/
so after all that yelling, i went and asked my dad if i could still go to Basil's since i wasn't going over shannon's. he said yeah, and my mom got pissed that he was going to take me there after that flare of my 'attitude'. but he did, and i really wasn't in the mood to be there at all. since i had been crying, i couldn't stop, so on the car ride down there i was trying to control myself, and it was hard, so then i felt like i was going to burst into tears throughout leadership. but the fight with my mom wasn't the only reason, i just don't feel like talking about the other 2.
so i went to julie's, and i don't know.. i mean, it kind of feels like i don't fit in anymore. mreeehhh i don't wanna talk about it.
then we left to 'bring travis home', and we went to wal mart cuz you know, that's where all the cool kids hang out. i bought the new atticus cd, pretty sweet, and then we went to my house, and here i am!! so my evening was pretty fun. i think. which is wierd, because i don't even know whether or not i had a good time.
oh, there's this haunted house near jenn's house... it's so cool.. i guess a family of five died there in a fire.. so the four of us [john travis shannon & me] are gonna go there this summer and check it out. NICE!
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