I don't get it.
My weekend has gone pretty well, ups and downs, I'll recap. Friday...my boys lacrosse game, they spanked university tinni boys. After the game we all went out to dinner at Donatoes, it was grand, because it was ALL (well almost all.) of us boys and girls, just like old times. I'd miss those days. My lover jax came too, i HEART her. These two boys walked into donatoes and sat down, they were cutties, so i thought i'd be funny to go over and just meet them, and i took jax with me, TJ and THEO, the tennis boys from OHIO? IDAHO? "The city?" (lmao jax.) Anyways, it was a total BLAST, jokes all around, i love the lax crew. <3.
Saturday (today.), sleped in, then went to breakfast with ChriSTUDfer and we talked about whats up or not up with me. He gave me his point of view and it made sence but its still frustrating me. Like i dont get it. UH. I worked at the crombie from 5-10, I was dumb at first but then i snaped out of the mood i was in and well had a blast with the gals. "OMG the little black boy & 5$ M&Ns" lmao. I was driving out of the mall heading home and i found Brady near his car on the phone, the dumb ass locked his keys in his car lmao. So i took him home, we had a blast in the car. MMM i love him, what a damn stud. He asked me out next friday night, and i kinda said no. Im so effing confussed about this whole boy biz. Why can't things ever just go my way. uh. DAMN BRADY ur effing hot lmao. "I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID NO." i called liz and those were my first words lmao. I guess my hopes are still high about the lax boy.
Ok my boy troubles, #1 I dont get it. Im starting to think hes not interested, and in that case i need to forget about it. I think i should. I really like him though. Im soo they type of person to express what i feel. Im not getting anything from him, all i get is what everyone is telling me. Im getting sick of everyone telling me all sorts of diffrent things, like i really thought i picked up a vibe, and i went with it. Damn it was i wrong? "FREAKING IDIOT" lmao. I hate over thinking things. UH.
Boy Trouble #2. You keep telling me you love me. i don't believe you. You're all talk. I hate when you do that. Its like nails on a chalk board to me. Uh. Enough. You lied, im not big on forgiving nor fogetting. Plus, talk is cheap. Not to mention a little too late.
Here are some pics from friday night before/at/and after the lacrosse game with the boys & gals..
ehh i look so bad in the pic. ICK.
me & my love laney at the game, and yes i am aware that i look like CRAP in this pic lol.
Jax and Mike my loves, i croped myself our of mike's lap cuz i looked like hell in this pic lol.
see i told ya i looked scary lol.
random / weird shot of some of the boys at Donatoes,
Saturday (today.), sleped in, then went to breakfast with ChriSTUDfer and we talked about whats up or not up with me. He gave me his point of view and it made sence but its still frustrating me. Like i dont get it. UH. I worked at the crombie from 5-10, I was dumb at first but then i snaped out of the mood i was in and well had a blast with the gals. "OMG the little black boy & 5$ M&Ns" lmao. I was driving out of the mall heading home and i found Brady near his car on the phone, the dumb ass locked his keys in his car lmao. So i took him home, we had a blast in the car. MMM i love him, what a damn stud. He asked me out next friday night, and i kinda said no. Im so effing confussed about this whole boy biz. Why can't things ever just go my way. uh. DAMN BRADY ur effing hot lmao. "I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID NO." i called liz and those were my first words lmao. I guess my hopes are still high about the lax boy.
Ok my boy troubles, #1 I dont get it. Im starting to think hes not interested, and in that case i need to forget about it. I think i should. I really like him though. Im soo they type of person to express what i feel. Im not getting anything from him, all i get is what everyone is telling me. Im getting sick of everyone telling me all sorts of diffrent things, like i really thought i picked up a vibe, and i went with it. Damn it was i wrong? "FREAKING IDIOT" lmao. I hate over thinking things. UH.
Boy Trouble #2. You keep telling me you love me. i don't believe you. You're all talk. I hate when you do that. Its like nails on a chalk board to me. Uh. Enough. You lied, im not big on forgiving nor fogetting. Plus, talk is cheap. Not to mention a little too late.
Here are some pics from friday night before/at/and after the lacrosse game with the boys & gals..
ehh i look so bad in the pic. ICK.
me & my love laney at the game, and yes i am aware that i look like CRAP in this pic lol.
Jax and Mike my loves, i croped myself our of mike's lap cuz i looked like hell in this pic lol.
see i told ya i looked scary lol.
random / weird shot of some of the boys at Donatoes,