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May 06, 2004 21:46

im on the phone with amanda.. i need to call Kt tomorrow!! UGH I keep forgetting! This is my last fuckin weekend without a baby in the house.. but it is also only two weeks til i return to my NJ.. mmmmmmmm... lol.

Kat you gonna get me a guy? lmao

yea im fuckin bored.. i was watching MTV2 Rock and eating chinese.. so i was like drumming with the chop stix and my bro was like 'wow J you're really good.' And usually.. hes telling me how much i suck at things.. i love the drums, probably more than the guitar. I have since the third grade, but i didnt want to break my grandmother's heart.. idk i was so worried id upset them if i didnt play my aunt's flute. But yea.. I started getting into music when I was.. 4th grade? I forget.. but I liked Sublime and No Doubt (the old rock days..) from my aunt and all. Idr.. but anyway I remember ALWAYS drumming with pencils and crap and getting in trouble.

Kenny.. if you read this can you like teach me over the summer? Please?

Well anyway I told my mom that i constantly need to move.. idr what we were talking about.. i think the first aid class next week at CAP.. and shes like 'then you have ADD' and im like 'you think i didnt realize it?' 'you need to go on meds' and i was like, in my head goin, 'YAY' and she said 'itll help you lose weight' and i was like 'get me tested: now.' dude my bro.. he lost like over ten pounds in the first week he was on his pill. Advert? I dont remember what its called.. it aint Ritalin though.. i know it starts with an 'A'.. oh who cares.

wow im bored.. I talked to Dene' and Michelle earlier. Dene' is moving to Italy June 3rd for 3-4 years, which sux. Michelle is waiting impatiently to get out of this hellhole called Georgia and go back to Germany, her home country.. itll probably be another two years for her. Im just praying we have atleast two classes together next year at CHS.

Dude i WANT to have classes with Smith. Yes i do. I want to show him what a smart ass i really am. Kt thinks he likes me.. shes wrong, cause shes just one of those really easily jealous girls when a girl talks to their crush. I TRY to piss him off.. it dont work. I said some nasty things last tuesday.. yet he kept talkin to me.

Breck.. ugh. No comment unless you want me to blab on about my torn apart heart, and i know you dont want to hear about a stupid crush that should have never existed.. not like God even cares i already have enough pain in me.

Right now.. i dont care about getting someone.. i will in NJ and at camp.. not like i will. All i know is.. by the end of my freshman year I better have had a guy ask me out.. THEN yall have to admit i am seriously fat and ugly. alright? You might as well admit it now, babes.

Sleepy time.

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