mERrY cHRisTMaS!
MeRrY ChRiStMaS!!!
well the last week has been extremely stressful. but i got through it. i wasnt excited for christmas really, until i knew for sure id get to see jimmy tonite, and that worked out and now i dont even want to get up tomorrow. i was suppos to go to carolina with him tomorrow and of course my parents had to pretty much throw a guilt trip at me. i just am soo tired of christmas in my house, it turns my house completely upside down and makes my entire family like go at each others throats. christmas is my grandmas birthday and since her and my grandaddy are both in heaven, my mom just takes her being sad out on everybody. i hate it. all i want for christmas is to spend it with my beebee, i dont care about anything else. christmas is suppos to be a happy time but i have to say, this christmas has by far been the worst one yet. i just miss him soo much and want to be with him and only him for christmas. well maybe ill get what i want for christmas, but most likely no. :( :(
i hope everybdy has a great christmas, and if you have my number gimmie a call tomorrow, and cheer me up cuz i know ill be down all day.
well the last week has been extremely stressful. but i got through it. i wasnt excited for christmas really, until i knew for sure id get to see jimmy tonite, and that worked out and now i dont even want to get up tomorrow. i was suppos to go to carolina with him tomorrow and of course my parents had to pretty much throw a guilt trip at me. i just am soo tired of christmas in my house, it turns my house completely upside down and makes my entire family like go at each others throats. christmas is my grandmas birthday and since her and my grandaddy are both in heaven, my mom just takes her being sad out on everybody. i hate it. all i want for christmas is to spend it with my beebee, i dont care about anything else. christmas is suppos to be a happy time but i have to say, this christmas has by far been the worst one yet. i just miss him soo much and want to be with him and only him for christmas. well maybe ill get what i want for christmas, but most likely no. :( :(
i hope everybdy has a great christmas, and if you have my number gimmie a call tomorrow, and cheer me up cuz i know ill be down all day.