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I think i should really stop pretending that everything is ok.
I guess i dont really feel ok right now.
I suppose you could say I have been quite depressed for quite some time and theres really nothing i have been doing to help myself.
It has nothing to do with the people in my life. They are all supportive and grand. I have met a lot of really great people recently and have had the time to talk with them and get to know them. I adore all my friends really quite a bit. I like how they are here for me no matter what. And I adore my best friend allie. I like having a friend thats a girl thats always there to call and kick it with, that i can party with and also just be chill around. I'm glad i met her and i hope we get to go to mexico during summer for her birthday. I miss being close friends with cody because no matter what he is an awesome guy. And I'm still confused
Man chris is completely cool. He bought me hello kitty easter baskets and hello kitty easter eggs and hello kitty easter balloons and dyed the eggs with me and totall made my day oh and hello kitty easter candy...man hes completely amazingly cool. He likes cool music and remembers what i like and is awesome. And likes to eat food like i do. :)
But i really dont think im a good enough gf to him at all.
And i am so confused you dont even know like seriously its so hard right now to work things out in my mind.
I feel blah.
But seriously happy easter to everyone and i hope everyone has a good spring break as well...well if you are on it now i know a lot of people already had theirs though.
I guess i dont really feel ok right now.
I suppose you could say I have been quite depressed for quite some time and theres really nothing i have been doing to help myself.
It has nothing to do with the people in my life. They are all supportive and grand. I have met a lot of really great people recently and have had the time to talk with them and get to know them. I adore all my friends really quite a bit. I like how they are here for me no matter what. And I adore my best friend allie. I like having a friend thats a girl thats always there to call and kick it with, that i can party with and also just be chill around. I'm glad i met her and i hope we get to go to mexico during summer for her birthday. I miss being close friends with cody because no matter what he is an awesome guy. And I'm still confused
Man chris is completely cool. He bought me hello kitty easter baskets and hello kitty easter eggs and hello kitty easter balloons and dyed the eggs with me and totall made my day oh and hello kitty easter candy...man hes completely amazingly cool. He likes cool music and remembers what i like and is awesome. And likes to eat food like i do. :)
But i really dont think im a good enough gf to him at all.
And i am so confused you dont even know like seriously its so hard right now to work things out in my mind.
I feel blah.
But seriously happy easter to everyone and i hope everyone has a good spring break as well...well if you are on it now i know a lot of people already had theirs though.