Apr 12, 2004 21:29
The headache keeps coming back,
haunting me like my past.
Truths from goddesses,
is the sacrifice tonight.
Because they are all the same,
all liars.
I wear my heart on my wrist
in memory of thos I once loved,
now I'm numb
doing every drug so I won't feel again.
It's hard when you think you want to stay,
but cannot face the pain, too much to comprehend alone.
Fear of living past your twenties,
what's the point anyways,
all marching toward the same end.
You don't know who to trust in this masquerade,
nobody is what they seem.
Water drains through the cracks,
like hope through your willing hands.
So join me for this final drink,
to drown the pain that swirls
through your washed up mind.
To kill something inside of you,
before it kills you,
or you kill yourself.