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I was recently told i need to update more... So what do you people wanna hear? crimally insane romance, morbid mysteries, or comedy horror? Well to your advantage i have none of that for you. Sorry all... does anyone actaully read this? If so, i dont know, no one ever comments, so i'll just blab on about something. wait here, maybe one of my readers here can tell me something about this...
a blog from myspace...
So everyone who has been my friend for a while knows about my whole car issue, and how they hate me so. Well now, since of lately, i've een kind of scared to be in cars, i get this feeling, like something bad is going to happen, like i'm gonna crash or something, But when i get in a car that i'm not in control of, or even when i'm in control, i get this knot in my stomach and i just want to get out of the vehical as fast as i can, but without speeding cause i just feel worse if i do that, i'm afraid something bad is going to happen to me, while being in a car, i dont know if the car almsot catching on fire, the one that bursted into flames, or the numerous amounts of flat tires i've had in the past months is a sign to stay away, ut i cant, i need to be in those vehicals to get to work, but i refuse to go on public transportation cause its soo unreliable down here, can take hours upon hours to get from point "A" to point "B". But i dont know if i am going crazy, or if something is going to happen to me, just these random feelings at the most random times i get them. and its basiclly around the same places, mostly on I-4, and sometimes on 434 i get these feelings, so i've een staying away from 434 and going the 436 route, but the alternet root to get to work, takes to long, so i take I-4, I dont know if its going to happen to me, or someone close to me, but these feelings just keep getting stronger every day... and it scares me... someone please tell me if i am going crazy or not. cause its driving me crazy not knowing...
Yea so thats one thing that is new. Though the numbers may not mean anything to anyone up north. They are state roads down here in florida,... And they are a mess.. What else is new... go here www.myspace.com/volcanicpunk and check out my new tattoos... if no one on here has seen them yet... my main pic there has a pretty good view, but not too revealing... What else is new... Oh i'm going up north in January for my best friends wedding engadgement party, no clue how long or exactly when. but if ya wanna do soemthing let me know, and i'll make time to go see people. specially people i havent seen in years... Well thats all for now....