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Well its been a while since i've updated this thing and i decided i would to fill in the people who read mine, or look forward to it, or just to take up space on people who have me on their friends list. lets start with work.
WORK:::
Well work has been going okay i guess, had some issues for a while with a certin assistant manager who seems to hate me, but everyone else is good with me, so i dont get it, at all... well people are stupid anyways. Halloween Horror Nights are comming up quickly, and i need to brush up on my monster faces, its been a while since i've done one. Next week we have classes to learn the do's and donts or HHN and everything, and maybe them showing us some simple faces to do on our selfs. Last night we had a party for some people who came back from Cali yesterday and well that was ackward for me. a. i felt out of place, an outcast, people came up to me said hi gave me hugs, but no one really talked to me, untill i was about to leave, so instead of getting hime at midnight i didnt get home till 1ish... which was okay, i didnt mind at all i needed to get out of the house, but i'll chat more about family later. It was also ackward because of my ex was there... so that was weird. umm... lets see... The halloween party is comming up for the company soon, and i'm not sure about it. I want to go, but i dont want to be left about by people. But if i go, and look smashing maybe someone will talk to me. I know people are going who arent with the comapny or used to be with the company so i hope things go over well with that.
HOME/FAMILY:::
Well thats another story all together, its a weird subject. Dad is doing great but he worries me with his sicknesses... And i care, but dont want to let him see i'm worried. I dont want to lose him, i want him to be around to walk me down the isle and everything when i get married. And to see my first kid. Mom is also getting worse i guess you can say. being diabetic now, she doesnt seem as happy as she used to be, and more up tight, i guess you can say she's afraid but i know she one amit it. But i love them, and i want to help them. Well brothers are fine, i rarely ever see wally unless he comes out of his room for dew, and kc, well when he wants something from me, and bobby is a rare sight as well... We had a party this past weekend with family. The aunts came down along with Ellie, paul, Ray ray and little gabe (which i met for the first time) no offense but the person i was most looking forward to was ray. Wayne also came up from PSL along with steph and her fiance and a little girl named kaylee and her mom leslee which was cool ,t hey are great people, and Kaylee was the cutest girl. We had fun... But back to the party, it was okay, ackward, gabe looks like paul too much bu has the robak eyes. Ray was with me for 24 hours which was great, i miss him terribly, but there are some other issues i wish not to discuss... My uncle wayne is sick, worse off then my dad, and he wont stop drinking, but everyone has a drunk in their family, and well, i dunno... its weird.... Umm yea thats all there...
LIFE:::
Life i wish was better at times but most the time i am content with what is going on in it. I have no car, barely a social life. because of the car factor. But i am doing okay with that... Gas prices are through the roof so maybe its better that way. finances are okay i guess, i mean i'm not broke, i have extra money here and there for things i need... Oh and i hope to get another tattoo soon... i want to start it befoor my birthday and hope to have it finished by it. And another thing is i have had an opportunitty of a life time pop up in my way. I have had someone offer me a job where i can travel. on a ship none the less but travel. On a cruise ship.. ( www.ncl.com ) thats the web site to the ships. The cruise director offered me the job, and i mean i would love to do it, but then thoughts come up in my head, how will my parents do without me there paying rent, and everything, how will i find another job if this one doesnt work out, and stuff like that... I mean i really have no ties to this place here, florida that is. no guy no children, nothing really. only a few bills that i could take care of. monthly, like i have been doing, but its weird, alot of things.. If i take it i need a passport (100) i need an mmd or z-card (150) which makes it so i can work on a ship in international ocean. So i dont know what to do there... eh.. its weird...
EVERYTHING ELSE:::
i dont really know what else... except i think i need to get out, find a place again, meet new people, start over, just, travel... oh well i'm out of here... adios people/...
WORK:::
Well work has been going okay i guess, had some issues for a while with a certin assistant manager who seems to hate me, but everyone else is good with me, so i dont get it, at all... well people are stupid anyways. Halloween Horror Nights are comming up quickly, and i need to brush up on my monster faces, its been a while since i've done one. Next week we have classes to learn the do's and donts or HHN and everything, and maybe them showing us some simple faces to do on our selfs. Last night we had a party for some people who came back from Cali yesterday and well that was ackward for me. a. i felt out of place, an outcast, people came up to me said hi gave me hugs, but no one really talked to me, untill i was about to leave, so instead of getting hime at midnight i didnt get home till 1ish... which was okay, i didnt mind at all i needed to get out of the house, but i'll chat more about family later. It was also ackward because of my ex was there... so that was weird. umm... lets see... The halloween party is comming up for the company soon, and i'm not sure about it. I want to go, but i dont want to be left about by people. But if i go, and look smashing maybe someone will talk to me. I know people are going who arent with the comapny or used to be with the company so i hope things go over well with that.
HOME/FAMILY:::
Well thats another story all together, its a weird subject. Dad is doing great but he worries me with his sicknesses... And i care, but dont want to let him see i'm worried. I dont want to lose him, i want him to be around to walk me down the isle and everything when i get married. And to see my first kid. Mom is also getting worse i guess you can say. being diabetic now, she doesnt seem as happy as she used to be, and more up tight, i guess you can say she's afraid but i know she one amit it. But i love them, and i want to help them. Well brothers are fine, i rarely ever see wally unless he comes out of his room for dew, and kc, well when he wants something from me, and bobby is a rare sight as well... We had a party this past weekend with family. The aunts came down along with Ellie, paul, Ray ray and little gabe (which i met for the first time) no offense but the person i was most looking forward to was ray. Wayne also came up from PSL along with steph and her fiance and a little girl named kaylee and her mom leslee which was cool ,t hey are great people, and Kaylee was the cutest girl. We had fun... But back to the party, it was okay, ackward, gabe looks like paul too much bu has the robak eyes. Ray was with me for 24 hours which was great, i miss him terribly, but there are some other issues i wish not to discuss... My uncle wayne is sick, worse off then my dad, and he wont stop drinking, but everyone has a drunk in their family, and well, i dunno... its weird.... Umm yea thats all there...
LIFE:::
Life i wish was better at times but most the time i am content with what is going on in it. I have no car, barely a social life. because of the car factor. But i am doing okay with that... Gas prices are through the roof so maybe its better that way. finances are okay i guess, i mean i'm not broke, i have extra money here and there for things i need... Oh and i hope to get another tattoo soon... i want to start it befoor my birthday and hope to have it finished by it. And another thing is i have had an opportunitty of a life time pop up in my way. I have had someone offer me a job where i can travel. on a ship none the less but travel. On a cruise ship.. ( www.ncl.com ) thats the web site to the ships. The cruise director offered me the job, and i mean i would love to do it, but then thoughts come up in my head, how will my parents do without me there paying rent, and everything, how will i find another job if this one doesnt work out, and stuff like that... I mean i really have no ties to this place here, florida that is. no guy no children, nothing really. only a few bills that i could take care of. monthly, like i have been doing, but its weird, alot of things.. If i take it i need a passport (100) i need an mmd or z-card (150) which makes it so i can work on a ship in international ocean. So i dont know what to do there... eh.. its weird...
EVERYTHING ELSE:::
i dont really know what else... except i think i need to get out, find a place again, meet new people, start over, just, travel... oh well i'm out of here... adios people/...