Feb 07, 2005 23:20
So i'm back in florida... I'm happy but i'm not. I did alot of thinking on the plane, and i've come to some conclusions... but i cant quiet do those things unless something else happens first, so i am stuck thinking and not doing. All i know is i will give up everything i have here in Florida so i could be with Jesse. Thats a big thing for me to say, i mean, I've never wanted to give anything up before unless i had to but now i want to... Okay on another note.. my trip...
wed i couldnt sleep tues night... So i stayed awake. I slept on the plane going from orlando to alanta... got to alanta had to fun from one side of the airport to the other almost missing my flight.. Get to manchester, my bag wasnt there... came almost 8 hours later on a different flight... fun times... thurs... went and say crystal and gabby, had alot of fun, gabby just wouldnt shut up... kept talkin and talkin and talkin, but she's so god dang cute... went to olive garden and ate... all she wanted to do was shake her bum bum. Had to get a ride from dan to hooksett than from jesse's mom to merrimack.. eh .. friday went and ate lunch with jesse's mom.. which was nice... went to this cute lil bakery/lunch place.... umm then meg and her boy toy came to the hotel we hung out and then went to eat,,, then hung out some more... sat... umm... went and visited with the sunts and ray ray... nothing too special there.. didnt last too long... that night we went to gregs and played halo 2... i suck but it was a good time... sunday ate lunch at newicks.. and saw jesse's aunt rosie... which was a good time... I didnt realize that his family liked me that much they met me all of maybe 2 times and she hugged me... eh but its good to be liked by his family... later that day we went to bouncers(i think) place and played halo2 and watched the super bowl... fun times pats won... when we went to leave i slammed my head on a cubboard... that hurt like hell still hurts... monday i woke up and had to say good-bye to someone i love... i didnt want to.. but i had to...
So it comes down to i had a good trip but i wish it could of lasted forever... i love you jesse soo much thank you for a great time up in New Hampshire, i cant wait till i can be with you up there for good.