Oct 03, 2004 01:46
I know it is late so perhapes I am not thinking so well.
Is love pain?
I just remember having the same feeling, but I knew what it was, it is just this empty feeling...not too deep. It just is there in your chest. Fear, that inmense fear, of the Unknow, the Loss, and the Lonelyness. Their hurt carved into your torsoe, not too deep.
I just felt like this some times. Watching movies, listening to songs, anything with emotion. I also find I get like this when I visit myspace.
It reminds me of so many days when I would nearly vomit because I felt so discusting.
I am so lonely, I am so very lonely, I miss everyone.
How many people can you love?
Finished [2:23am]