on being a girlfriend:

[volantfish]

there's a really fine line between the really cool and layed back girlfriend that will let anything fly because she's so awesome, and the girlfriend that is a pushover....and if the really cool and layed back girlfriend ever actually does demand some attention, she's instantly psycho needy girlfriend....  ULTRA LAME.  that's atleast how i felt in the past....i think Gaz and i have potential to find a balance.  and its funny that seems to be the problem these days...Gaz and i probably have a lot of fucking potential, but when we're 6000 miles apart, there's not a lot we can evaluate on now is there?  Thank god he'll be here in 2 weeks...it's really frustrating when you can't function like a proper relationship....but i mean, we're the polar opposite of normal circumstances, and i couldn't ask for more than doing what we can.  our time will come.

i am officially the most patient person on the planet.

p.s. Juliana is back from India / Nepal!  She's been away since June, and I'm so happy to have here with me!