breakdown.
so much is happening in my life. Nothing good. I just don't know what to do anymore, or who to run to. I think I am truely depressed. I feel like crying all the time, I feel really bad about myself. it's like I hate myself. I don't know what braught this onto me.... Terrance? school? My Family? all 3? most likely. I don't know what to do anymore. I appriciate everyones comments in the last entry, alot of them made me cry... only because it showed that ya'll cared, no one here seems too. anyways, Big update soon, my computer is screwed up so I'm waiting to get that fixed. I was hoping this would be the christmas that was stress free and that I was truely happy, but I'm not.