Sep 25, 2006 23:37
I have this thing where when im in a shady situation i think to myself..."in the future im gonna look back to this very momnet and say now that...thats where is all went downhill from".
I was sittin watchin a movie with Chelsea tonight and i just had nothing. So i totally stopped even watchin the movie and just played out in my head the whole thing ending. Its not that i want it to, but apparently im an Emotionally needy person, and i dont like hangin out with my girlfriend and her just being dead. So back to my point,...is this really what relationships do? Am i over reacting of have i just not realized the reality of real relationships. Do things just slow down and lose all the exciment and joy they once had??
Well thats is hella stupid if its the truth and id rather live my life having hook-up after hook-up if thats what it takes to keep a level of fun and excitment up in my life when it comes to girls. I really think me and Joey are onto something...i really only think there is one person for everyone in this world, and it sucks that you have to find all the bad before you find all the good. but i guess it will be worth the wait...
but who knows, maybe im just in a bad mood and mindset and i overanalyzed the whole thing...Ive been known to do that.