sleep tight
sleep being the topic of my month.
it seems like things should be on the up and up and that i should be happier now that things are improving.
my walk with jesus is so much better. I havent done anything that im ashamed of lately, or compromised what i believe. So then why do I feel like this. I think I am having withdrawls from backing off from girls. so what am i replacing them with....sleep? really how does that work?
now im workin and having more money to spend and buy things to make me happier, yet im not. the gym is getting old, and band doesnt have the same spark, which doesnt make sense cuz this is the time that we have the most popularity.
I am really sick of this though, i want to sleep all day and not wake up and just stay in my dreams so that then i will truly be happy all the time. or maybe just get out of this rut. i really dont know.
jacks mannequin being my new fav band to put me to sleep. I really can understand most things he talks about when its about drugs and happiness, or how they fake real happiness. its kinda like they are for the lazy who wont go out and find happiness. They just want it now and dont want to have to work for it, but see it doesnt work that way, becuz they come so easy,...that happiness also leaves hella quickly also.
So now back to sleep...does that count as a drug? It makes me happy, i dont have to go out and work for it, and im sad when i wake up. the happiness doesnt last, just like that of drugs. The only real differene i see between the two is the effects that they have on the body, and how it effects my relationship with God. drugs are bad for both those, and on the other hand , sleep doesnt really bring up those problems.
sleep...my drug of choice.
it seems like things should be on the up and up and that i should be happier now that things are improving.
my walk with jesus is so much better. I havent done anything that im ashamed of lately, or compromised what i believe. So then why do I feel like this. I think I am having withdrawls from backing off from girls. so what am i replacing them with....sleep? really how does that work?
now im workin and having more money to spend and buy things to make me happier, yet im not. the gym is getting old, and band doesnt have the same spark, which doesnt make sense cuz this is the time that we have the most popularity.
I am really sick of this though, i want to sleep all day and not wake up and just stay in my dreams so that then i will truly be happy all the time. or maybe just get out of this rut. i really dont know.
jacks mannequin being my new fav band to put me to sleep. I really can understand most things he talks about when its about drugs and happiness, or how they fake real happiness. its kinda like they are for the lazy who wont go out and find happiness. They just want it now and dont want to have to work for it, but see it doesnt work that way, becuz they come so easy,...that happiness also leaves hella quickly also.
So now back to sleep...does that count as a drug? It makes me happy, i dont have to go out and work for it, and im sad when i wake up. the happiness doesnt last, just like that of drugs. The only real differene i see between the two is the effects that they have on the body, and how it effects my relationship with God. drugs are bad for both those, and on the other hand , sleep doesnt really bring up those problems.
sleep...my drug of choice.