Sabotage
Today, I have been sabotaged. Someone has set a knife square between my shoulders where I can't get a grip on it. Someone has sent my girlfriend two messages telling her to stay away from me. For the first time, I feel pure unadulterated loathing, and I don't have an outlet for this anger. I regret the things I said to you my dear. I shouldn't let you go because they want it to happen. Either way, I stand to lose a lot right now, and I am losing it all as we speak. F. M. L!